Sunday, 21 September 2014

Uni Panic

This blog is my little space in the world to document my adventures, feelings and emotions! All those things are probably at their height right now; so this is a quickly typed post that I wrote laying in bed last night! No pictures or edits; just simply how I felt at that exact second! 

Tomorrow I am moving to university; to a city for 3 years which ultimately I could not find on a map! I've visited it once; having not even looked in the actual city or in the accommodation I'm staying in. I will no no one and have none of my support network living right next to me when everything goes wrong or I need a little pick me up and to be honest I am now absolutely bricking it! 

I've tried to ignore the reality of moving 2 hours away from home getting fully involved in the excitement of homeware- who doesn't love some good Tupperware! But now, the reality of flying from the nest, is starting to settle in. 

I know this is exactly what I want to do with my life, so in that respect I am very excited! However, that does not prevent the fact that from tomorrow I will have to cook all my own meals, do my own washing and learn how to budget. When previously my biggest budgeting concern was if I could afford to buy another pair of shoes and  my go to meal was boiling pasta! 

It is the fear of the unknown- in a couple of days I could either be having the time of my life in those forthcoming three years or hate every second- which is slightly concerning when you have no back up plan at all! I realise that in absolute terms, moving to university is not a big deal and that in years to come it will be a small event that occurred in my life. But, in relative terms this is probably the biggest step I've taken in my insignificant life and to be honest that is pretty terrifying! How are you all feeling about your next big steps? And what's your way of coping, let me know 

Peace Out My Lovelies xxx

Track of the week: Wanted- Hunter Hayes 

This post is dedicated to one of my best friends and the only one who properly knows about my blog, Jennifer! She will probably be snooping at some point in the future so here's a little hey from me xxx


  1. Best of luck at uni!

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  2. I wish you all the luck too! It's difficult to adjust to new surrounding, but you will get used to it!:)
    The Journeys' of my beating heart

  3. It sounds like a lot of changes, but I really hope you enjoy city life--it's a lot of fun :)

    -Riley XO

  4. Hey! Good luck with uni! I started university 2 weeks ago and I'm still not used to it, I just go there and then I go back home, it's like I still can't believe I am there (currently avoiding homework...).
    I know it's scary starting new things but I'm sure you'll be fine :)
    Anna x

    1. I nominated you on my blog to do a tag, forgot to say it in my last comment x

    2. Thank you for nominating me Anna; I'll defiantly get round to completing the tag once things have quietened down! Hope you're enjoying university as much as I am xx