It’s weird to think that by this time next year everything
would have changed. My fundamental day to day life will be different, even in
the things that I can control. Hopefully I should be at University; this is
what I have always wanted but, for someone who gets anxious with change, it is petrifying.
I will no longer be in the comfort of a school I have known inside out for 7
years. I will not have the comfort blanket of seeing my best friends and family
every day. I will have taken a dramatic step in becoming an ‘adult’ having
moved out of home and planning my future.
That in itself, although scary is amazing to consider what
2014 will hopefully hold for me. But, that is without considering the
unpredictably of everyday life. I will make new friends, have arguments, fail assignments,
pass assignments, go on holiday and make many more beautiful memories. I
already have stacks to look forward to in 2014 but, also so much to fear. It
makes me sad when I hear my friends or see people write online that there year
has been awful. I am truly grateful that has never been the case for me, sure I’ve
had highs and lows but, overall I am extremely lucky.
At my age each year holds complete change. If I reflect on
where I was in my life last New Year’s Eve or even the year before, it is mad
to consider how much I have grown as a person or see how the things that had petrified
me turned out; thankfully for the better. 2014 is going to be a rollercoaster
year, I have the ‘biggest exams of my life’, a driving test, my 18th
birthday, university, a girls holiday, gigs and living away from home all to
consider and that is just the icing on the cake.
I am not a fan of New
Year’s Resolutions because I believe any time of year is perfect for change if it’s
going to make you and the people around you feel better. But, if you’re reflecting on your past and
looking towards the future think about where you want to be next New Year and
do something to get yourself there. So Happy New Year everyone and let’s hope
that we all make many happy memories!
Peace Out my Lovelies xxx
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